Welcomes and Farewells
He looked over at Elizabeth—hair spilling all over the pillow, hand tucked
under her cheek, a slight smile playing across her lips perhaps from a good
dream. They had not even made love once since the hurricane had passed, both of
them collapsing into bed at the end of the day and occasionally waking up in
the morning to find themselves still dressed in their clothes. Will kissed her
forehead tenderly and not a little wistfully and then settled in with his eyes
closed to listen to familiar sounds of his house in the morning, all the
comforting noises that told him the storm was over—well the weather, anyway.
Rosetta was frying bacon in the kitchen, and Will could hear the sounds of pots
being moved about. Pudding the cat was meowing at something—no doubt she’d be
jumping on the bed in a minute, with that uncanny cat radar that always knew
when you were awake. Jeremiah, the gardener, was chopping at the coconut palms
with his machete to remove the tenuously held limbs before the next wind
brought them down onto their heads—work best done in the relative cool of the
morning. Jack and Suzanna were making love—work also well done in the cool of
the morning or at any other time, not much seemed to dissuade them, Will
thought smiling to himself. Carts were passing in the streets laden with…
He jumped out of bed so fast that he startled the hell out of Elizabeth who
bolted upright wondering where the fire was. “Sorry...just listen....”
“Jack would run you through. I think it’s best we just have our own celebration
and see them later,” she told him and pulled him back down to the bed.
********************
It was well into afternoon by the time a crumpled and rumpled and madly
grinning Jack and Suzanna made it downstairs with their arms wrapped around
each other as much as they could be and still walk. Will and Elizabeth had been
sat in the dining room going over household accounts and sprang to their feet
immediately, surrounding them and almost crushing the two of them in their
embrace. Jack winced and
“Just a few bruises here and there, luv. Things have a tendency to move about a
bit on a ship in a storm that size.”
“A few bruises!” snorted Suzanna. “Look at him!” She pulled up his shirt, much
to Jack’s great chagrin, and displayed a right side that was so purple it hurt
to look at him.
“Ah, let me go tell Rosetta. Some plantain poultices and some comfrey should
help with that,” said
“Well hallelujah! Music to my ears,” and with that Rosetta was off to the
kitchen to work her magic.
Rosetta’s words had put Jack’s mind to something though, and he looked at
Suzanna’s face more critically in the bright afternoon sunlight that had been
muffled by the drapes in their room. Last night all he knew was that he had
never seen anything more beautiful in his life, and of course that still held
true. His fingertips had told him that she had lost weight, but as he looked at
her more carefully now, he realized her clothes were hanging on her. She was
pale, intolerably pale, paler than she’d been when she arrived from
********************
The day passed in a sea of stories, with the four of them never moving from
that big table until long after the candles and lanterns were lit. Suzanna told
about the intriguing Mr. Abernathy and the role he played in her emancipation.
Will and
“He no doubt wants to stay on your good side now that you are married to his
daughter, the Duchess.” Suzanna added.
“What do you mean? Once I saw the truth of it, I would never have let her go.”
“Don’t misunderstand me, I am not doubting either of you or your love for each
other, but I don’t think you quite understand yet about power. He could have
had you arrested or deported. You might have simply disappeared never to be
seen again. He’s the Governor, Will, and many thousands of miles away from
anyone he is accountable to, not that they would care anyway. So the fact is,
he put
“Well, that is something to think about, isn’t it?” Will responded after a long
pause.
“So what about you, Jack?” asked
“What can I say, luv? I keep telling people, I’m Captain Jack Sparrow, and they
still don’t see it.” It was said with his usual bravado, but an attentive
audience could certainly see something else.
Will chortled. “You know, Jack, I used to think you were mad when you said
that. But now I know you are not only the most cunning of men and the most
relentless, but also I really do think you live a kind of charmed life.”
Jack pulled Suzanna closer and kissed her cheek. “And I, William, would say
that is more than evident.”
Suzanna sighed, putting her head on his good shoulder. They had been eating and
sipping all day—roast lamb, corn pudding, oxtail soup. Suzanna might think
Rosetta was trying to put the weight back on in one sitting, and she had done
her part with three helpings of mashed potatoes. They were drinking a lovely,
silky, well-aged French red—aanother “gift” of Mr. Mouton if she wasn’t
mistaken, but it had all made her a bit sleepy now.
“I believe,
“Sorry,” she murmured, not really awake but not quite out either, as Jack undid
ribbons and lacings and slowly worked her dress off.
Even half asleep, she giggled. “Wolf and the sheep...so sleepy...don’t want to
miss anything...”
“It’s alright, luv,” he said laying down next to her and pulling her to him,
“I’m not going anywhere, not without you.” Suzanna nuzzled into his chest and
promptly fell fast asleep, just as Pudding jumped on the bed and curled up at
their feet, purring loudly. “Just what I was thinking, mate” and he closed his
eyes.
********************
She woke up in the middle of the night, feeling more than seeing his eyes on
her and the tears came to hers immediately. She had thought she might never do
that again.
He pulled her closer and she expected a kiss, but instead he buried his face in
her hair and her neck and just breathed. “You wore the perfume.”
“Every night. The perfume and your shirt. Every night.” They spoke in whispers
as if the things needed to be said, but perhaps not wanting them heard. “They
were the threads that tied me to you. The threads that held me together. And I
just barely held.”
“I thought the Pearl was lost. I thought I was going to die. I’ve never
been afraid to die before, but I didn’t want to lose you. So I fought like hell
because I was fighting to get back to you.”
They were both trembling now, and Jack moved over her, letting her feel the
weight of him as he burrowed again in her hair. He inhaled deeply and the force
of it slammed into him. All the nights of their separation, the aching need for
her, the frenzy he felt at wanting something so desperately and being forced to
wait, and now he could not wait another minute. He bit into her shoulder,
eliciting a gasp and moaned into her ear, “I need you. Now.”
Jack had never taken any woman before without foreplay, but she was ready for
him. In fact, her body cried out with the same need as his, and he drove into
Suzanna now without so much as a kiss, and she pushed back with everything in
her. Their coupling was not about grabbing at or giving pleasure, it was about
closing the space between them. When the pleasure did come, it took them both
by surprise as waves of grace washed over the two of them—clean and full and
whole again.
********************
When they awoke the next morning, still tangled up in one another, there was an
audible sigh of contentment from them both. No need to do anything but breathe
to be happy. But these were not two quiet minds by nature. “We need to leave,
don’t we? And the sooner the better,” Suzanna mused.
“That might be best,” he replied. “Old Norrie is certain to have got wind by
now. I’d expect him to turn up at any given moment. Are you sure you’re ready
for this, luv?”
Suzanna looked at him in some amazement.
“I know, it’s a hell of the time to ask the question...just now that it’s here,
are you really ready to give it all up? It’s not too late that you could
still...”
“Captain Sparrow, are you in the habit of embarking on a long search for
treasure only to offer to give it back when you’ve finally found it?
“I can’t say that I am, no,” he smiled, his fingers stroking her face. But then
his face got serious again. “But then I’m not in the habit of wanting the
treasure to be happy, either.”
“Jack, everything that I have ever wanted in my life is right here. I’m on the
cusp of having all of it, and nothing, not even you suddenly going all
chivalrous on me, is going to get in the way of me getting what I want.”
“Well then, I guess that answers that. Now I have only one more question. When
did you become the pirate?”
********************
For breakfast that morning there was hot tea and fresh eggs, buttery and
scrambled with cream and a local cheese, and a fantastic kind of hash with pork
and onions and potatoes that made Suzanna’s eyes roll back in her head with
delight. There were some things she would definitely miss. And two more of them
were looking at she and Jack right now.
“We realize that you’ve got to get moving, but we were hoping you could spend
just one more night. We might have a little farewell dinner this evening. There
are a few people who would really like to see you before you leave as well,”
Elizabeth enjoined them.
Suzanna looked at Jack, “Is that alright? Do you think it’s very dangerous? I do
have some things to get in town,” a smile crossed her face thinking of the
surprise she had in store for Jack, “things ordered and whatnot, and more ink
and notebooks to buy...”
“I’m sure it will be fine, luv. I may even do a spot of shopping myself. I need
to arrange for some supplies for the Pearl. We’d be delighted,
Elizabeth.”
They all raised an eyebrow at that. “Jack, I did think I’d get dressed up for
the party tonight, but I’d really rather not have to break you out of jail
again.”
“Even iron bars could not keep me from you tonight,” he told her, kissing her
with barely restrained passion and then disappearing though the door to the
kitchen calling, “I’ll be back in plenty of time for dinner,” and he was gone.
********************
That evening, Suzanna finished dressing and looked into the mirror with a
self-satisfied gleam in her eye. Who knew when she would ever have a reason to
dress like this again, and so she had pulled out all the stops. The dress was
not fussy—that had never been her style—but it was a deep red silk with a boned
bodice that showed off every curve to its best advantage and then flowed over
her body to the floor. Her shoulders and neck were bare, and her hair was swept
up on top of her head with the few tendrils of curls that were already escaping
just adding to the overall effect. A delicate necklace of rubies accented with
diamonds draped around her neck with small drop earrings to match.
It was getting close to six now and she was just looking somewhat anxiously out
the balcony when she heard the door open. She turned around and they both froze
where they stood.
“And to think there was a time when I’d have been focused on getting that
jewelry off you, well not only the jewelry,” he admitted, snaking an arm about
her waist, his other hand drifting over laces and fastenings, “the dress off as
well,” he added, “but then I wouldn’t have really seen the woman underneath
it.”
“Maybe that’s because you never had the right woman underneath,” she shot back,
nipping at his ear.
His eyes widened and he looked at her. “You, milady, are now making lascivious
jests? I have been a bad influence. It is a good thing I shall be hiding you
away from this respectable company ere you find yourself spurned by society all
together.”
“I don’t know, you are looking a bit more respectable tonight yourself. You did
some shopping as well.” She reluctant pulled back from him to get a better
look, but it was well worth the effort. He wore new black breeches and boots, a
crisp white linen shirt, black vest, and a solid scarlet sash to match the one
holding back his amazing hair. “You look even more fantastic than usual, and
believe me that is saying something.”
He couldn’t supress a small smirk and bowed. “But why so uncharacteristically
tied up this evening?” she asked fingering the collar of that shirt.
“Ah well, I promised William I would make an effort. Apparently his
father-in-law will be in attendance.”
“My uncle? The Governor? Well that is interesting.” She looked at him coyly
now. “But the problem is, I won’t be able to think about anything else all
evening but undoing this later,” she told him, her fingers still at the collar
of his shirt.
“How much later ?”
********************
Off the drawing room spilled a large stone terrace with a low wall that in no
way impeded the view of the sea beyond. Sometime during cocktail hour, Jack
handed Will a glass of something and steered him outside.
“Well, William, I can’t help but feel that...well I can’t exactly say
simplifying... but sorting out my life has well and truly bollocksed-up yours.”
“Jack, you may be one of the few men alive who could imagine that his wife
becoming a duchess and inheriting an enormous…no a staggering amount of money
would make a man unhappy.”
“Ah but then there’s not many men who know the thrill of bringing their lady
into port, who know that salt can taste sweeter than
sugar, who would prefer a canopy of stars to one of satin.”
Will was silent for some time.
“I’ll admit that until the other day, I’d no idea.”
More silence.
“But you know having spent time around Suzanna, I’ve started thinking that it
is time for me to start taking a longer view of things. I’ve always been a sort
of take life as it comes person. But now I am seeing there can be a real
benefit to making a plan. I think between us all we can come up with a strategy
that will work.
“It’s not as though I despise my life here. I have work I love to do, and I do
it well. These are good people here. And most importantly, I am truly, madly in
love with the woman I get to wake up with every morning, as stubborn and
demanding and impossible as she may be at times.”
“I have a feeling she is going to need all those traits and then some to swim
with the sharks she is going to have to deal with.”
Elizabeth of course appears right on cue to announce that dinner is ready and
to tell Will to get a move on.
“On the other hand...” Jack begins.
“The sharks had bloody well watch out for themselves,” Will grinned back.
********************
As the main courses are cleared away, Elizabeth goes over the menu in her mind
and remembers those lovely cheeses she bought at the market, well overbought
really, any excuse to spend money with the local merchants who have lost so
much in the storm. She crouches between Jack and Suzanna’s chairs. “Jack, I’ve
just remembered something, and I was wondering if you’d mind nipping down to
the cellar to choose some lovely sweet wine, since I do believe you are the one
with the greatest expertise in the room.”
“Well perhaps the most experience, though I think the expertise would fall to
Suzanna. C’mon, luv, I could use a stretch of me legs a bit regardless. Let’s
grab some of that lovely port you like.”
********************
Suzanna is doing her best to ignore the heat generated just by the feel of
Jack’s hand on her waist as they walk down the stone steps to the cellar,
feeling the temperature of the air around them drop and a faint musty smell of
dust and bottles and age and buried treasure.
But all thoughts of wine fly from her head the moment they are inside. They
take two steps into the room before he catches her wrist and pulls her very
slowly toward him. Just the look on his face, so smoky and dark, eyes black and
glittering, is enough to steal all the breath from her body. His arm wraps back
around her waist, his other hand tangling in her hair drawing her closer until
they are sharing the same breath. “I was told to find something sweet, was I
not?” He kissed her slowly and deeply and more and more. His fingers that could
untie a knot from 20 paces made very short work of the laces and ribbons though
he does not undo them all. “As much as I love to look, it will take too long to
get it all off you,” he regrets, as the back of his hand trails over her
cleavage, “but at least now I can touch.” He eases her breasts up over the
front of the gown and wastes no time in drawing her into his mouth, his
moustache and beard tickling at her skin making her shiver even more. The warm
tongue and soft lips licking and sucking at her nipples, the feeling of the
cold brick pressed against her back, her breasts exposed in this elegant red
dress—it is just too much, she feels utterly wanton. The fact that anyone could
walk in on them at any moment just adds fuel to the fire. He suckles at her
long and hard until she is grinding into him, her hips rising up to find him
and her hand now sliding inside those new black breeches. He is solid satin in
her hand, already slightly sticky with wanting her, and he groans and holds her
still. “It’s a lovely thought, darling, but I’ve been going insane with wanting
to touch you all night. So I think it had better be ladies first.”
His hands push up her skirts until he can find his way in. Under the last of
many petticoats lies only silken skin. He caresses her thighs but she is
gasping now and pulls him to her, biting at his lip. “Please Jack, just touch
me.” His fingers slide inside her soft warm body and his tongue inside her
mouth. Nothing in her can resist him when he is like this—insistent and
relentless in demand of her pleasure. She melts. She is as liquid and syrupy as
the port they came in search of, and she opens further and further to him as he
strokes her, sliding up to circle and then back in again, bringing her ever
upwards.
He searches for her mouth again, but he wants more. His teeth tug gently at her
nipples as he moves down to the floor. She is so close now, he knows her body,
knows she will give herself to him completely, and he wants to be there to
catch her when she does. He slides one leg up and over his shoulder and hangs
on to her hips as he slides his tongue inside, reaching to release her. She
shatters and falls, lets go of everything that is not Jack and now and this
perfect moment. He is strong enough to catch her, to hold her up and lower her
down to him, but he struggles a bit to be gentle as his own need is so great
now, the taste of her flooding his senses and making him desperate.
“That’s the wine I was looking for,” he growls in her ear. “Surrender,” he
growls as he kisses and licks at her neck and holds her so tightly.
She knows his body too, can feel how close to the edge he is now. She is
getting better at these buckles and belts, her fingers pulling at the buttons
now as she can feel him tremble. Her hand wraps around him, and he lifts her to
where she can slide herself on top of him. And then above their heads a door
bursts open and the unmistakable sounds of boots moving across wooden floors
with a strong sense of purpose.
“Goddamn sodding bastard, send him to hell, Commodore bloody sodding
Norrington...” Jack snarls quietly but with vociferousness. Suzanna is not sure
how to react, and a kind of squeak comes out of her mouth that is part fear,
part frustration, and part impossible-not-to-feel-it amusement at the look on
Jack’s face. He has them up and moving before she is entirely sure what is
happening, back to the coldest part of the cellar where the whites and
champagnes were kept in a kind of closet with the stone dripping slightly. They
stand and listen and wait, and occasionally a drip would fall on their skin,
making them shiver again.
********************
They are not found and though they had already planned to leave in the early
morning, this has given things a much greater sense of urgency. “Sorry, luv,
but no time for long goodbyes now. We’ve got to go.” There was so much she
hadn’t said yet, but it would all just have to wait. She would trust that they
would all be together again soon, and that between them, Will and Elizabeth
would find their way.
The farewells were hasty and there was one introduction that Suzanna had not
gotten to make yet and insisted on. The tall, gaunt form of Algernon Abernathy
was tugged into the parlor as Suzanna presented him to Jack as their veritable
savior. Jack took it quite seriously. “You have done us a great service, sir,
and I am in your debt. If my sword or my ship can ever be of service to you,
you have only to ask.” In his bearing, in the strength of his words, in the
unflinching way he met his eyes, the lawyer saw how he could have won this
extraordinary woman’s heart. There was strength here to meet strength and
integrity no matter what the world might name him. Abernathy couldn’t imagine
why he would ever take him up on his offer, but he knew he could trust him if
he did.
Chapter Fifteen