The Black Pearl
Chapter Sixteen
Jack sat back and looked at the governor with thoughtful eyes and pursed lips,
and at last asked the question, “So please believe that I am not one to look a
gift horse in the mouth, having been gifted with numerous fortunes in my life
to date, but I can’t help but be curious as to what we owe this largess on your
part, since I had frankly thought you most anxious to see these pirate bones
decorating the entrance to your harbor?” His choice of words made Suzanna
shudder and wonder how he could joke about that.
“Captain, whatever else I may have said or not said in my position as governor,
in my position as father you have saved my daughter’s life several times over,
facilitated her marriage to a man who unfailingly considers her happiness in
all things, and through truly the strangest twist of fate imaginable, made her
rich beyond even my wildest dreams. So if now my perpetually obstreperous niece
has found happiness with you, why should I not lend a helping hand? Besides,
mine is the one carriage you could leave in that they would not dare search.”
He sighed. “And who am I to stand in the way of true love?” he mumbled,
prompting an exclamation and a kiss on the cheek from Suzanna.
“I’m afraid it is rather a family tradition to spend one’s time with those one
has actually fallen in love with rather than those that would be more
convenient, no matter how inconvenient that may be to others,” he added a bit
wistfully, she thought.
“Suzanna,” he looked at her with great tenderness now, “your father could never
have imagined this for you, but I know that somewhere he and your mother are
full to bursting at seeing you smile like this again.” Jack reached for her
hand and he could feel the sobs travel though her, as she hugged her uncle and
then settled back against him.
The governor found himself unaccountably pleased by their good opinion, and the
feeling stayed with him as the carriage rolled another half mile along the
waterfront to a small salmon-colored house. The door was opened by a beautiful
and elegant woman with flawless skin the color of cafe au lait, and a smile under
the warmth of which even he could feel truly himself.
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The crew had made sure there was a small boat tucked away just where Jack would
be able to find it, and the governor’s footman had found himself in this most
unlikely of situations of loading the belongings of a pirate and a noblewoman
onto the tiny craft and watching them row away. They had played it a bit close
and dawn was just holding its breath to give them a few more moments of
darkness in which to get to the ship. Suzanna sat down next to Jack and held an
oar awkwardly in her hand, and he looked at her as if she were slightly out of
her mind. “Well aren’t I a crew member now? Shouldn’t I be helping?”
“Well, no actually, not quite yet,” he told her, taking her by the waist and
moving her to the seat opposite him. “You know there is a good chance someone
may be wanting to shoot at us any minute now, so I’m rather anxious to put some
distance between us and the shore rather quickly, and that requires rather a
more practiced hand. But I do very much appreciate the sentiment, and I am
certain we can find you some more suitable duties almost immediately.” He
grinned at her and she rolled her eyes back at him, and then was silent for a
bit.
Dawn finally surrendered to the inevitable and appeared over the horizon just
as Jack and Suzanna were tugged up to the deck. Without a word, Jack led her
with him to the tip of the bow and held her for a moment, his lips just
brushing against hers. “Just enjoy it for a moment and I’ll be back.”
********************
After an all too brief nap, trying unsuccessfully to atone for the sleepless
night, Jack and Suzanna roused themselves out of bed, sunlight pouring in the
cabin windows throwing everything into sharp relief. Jack watched as she
reached for his shirt and he caught her elbow, tugging her up to stand in front
of where he sat on the edge of the bed. He slid his hands up her arms and
traced over her slowly, just with his eyes while his hands held her shoulders
firmly. At last he let go and let his arms wrap around her waist. “You really
have lost quite a bit of weight. I shall give Murphy the strictest orders to
plump you back up to your previous pulchritude.”
“Perhaps this is just my new lithe pirate look, handier for scampering through
the rigging or something.”
It was hard to resist feeling so worshipped like this, but she didn’t think
they should spend the entire first day on board in bed, after all there was the
crew to consider. The warmth of his breath on her skin almost made her resolve
crumble but then she remembered what she had tucked away and she wanted to see
the look on his face. She put her hands on his shoulders and took a step back
with a small sigh. “Alright will you please go up on deck and... and captain or
something and give me a few minutes here?” He looked at her as if this was a
highly dubious proposal. “I promise I’ll be right out as soon as I get
dressed.”
When she did emerge on deck, Jack was speaking with Anna Maria and Gibbs at the
helm. Anna Maria’s face cracked into a huge smile accompanied by a shake of her
head, and Mr. Gibbs gave out a “Bloody Hell!” followed by a much belated,
“begging the captain’s pardon of course,” as Jack turned around.
“Bloody Hell!” Jack echoed far more quietly as Suzanna walked toward him, and
he drank it all in as fast as he could. On top was a kind of
rose-colored...well it looked like the top of one of her dresses, though
perhaps more comfortable but still showing off her curves and leaving her
shoulders bare, and stopping about mid-thigh or so. On the bottom she wore
fawn-colored leggings tucked into buttery soft suede boots. Around her waist
was a leather belt and scabbard from which protruded a beautifully wrought
sword handle.
Jack still stared and fairly choked out his words. “Those are the few things
you had to go pick up in town?”
“Well some of them.”
“And the sword? Can I assume our dear William is responsible for that?”
“He is,” she drew it out for the others to examine.
“It’s a veritable work of art,” he admired, turning it over in his hands.
“Though it is rather smaller than usual.”
“Well that’s on purpose. You may have failed to notice, but I am neither as
tall as you nor do I have your muscles, and he thought this might work well. He
also suggested, Anna Maria if you’re willing, that you might give me some
lessons because there are some things different about fighting as a smaller
person. He says if you try this out and you like it, he’ll make you one as
well.”
“Aye, that’s a bargain then!”
Jack looked at the two grinning women, and said in a stage whisper to Gibbs,
“It is not one woman on board but two that may prove to be bad luck. Suddenly
they are making agreements to which you are not party to...not good.”
“Can we start right now then?” Suzanna’s eyes danced with excitement and her
whole body seemed to bounce on its toes. Both women turned to the captain with
a silent but loud question on their faces.
His look of acquiescence was obvious even before he could open his mouth, and
they disappeared before he had a chance to utter a word. Gibbs fixed him again
with a look that clearly said, “You have brought ruin on all our heads.”
********************
It had been a good day. Well, come to think of it, Suzanna had never really had
a bad day on the
The most difficult of the interviews by far was Matumba’s story. They had spent
an afternoon with him recounting his life in slavery and how he came to be on
the
Jack seemed to be searching for something in the sheaf of maps and charts on
his desk when she got back to the cabin. Suzanna dug out a bottle of port,
uncorked it, and poured herself a glass and closed her eyes as she took a sip.
It was ruby red, sweet but not too sweet, and she could sense the combination
of fruit, spices, and alcohol dancing on the tip of her tongue and behind her
front teeth. “Mmmm,” she sighed with pleasure while savoring the taste. It was
good to think that turning pirate didn’t mean you had to give up good wine.
“That’s a dangerous sound, luv. You’ve quite distracted me from whatever it was
I’ve forgotten I was doing. I’m usually the reason behind that sound.”
“Well, feel free to get behind it,” she said with a sly smile, never opening
her eyes. Jack slid his way behind her on the bench and wrapped his arms around
her waist, nuzzling her shoulder while Suzanna stretched herself out and
nestled in closer.
“You look as though you are feeling quite pleased with yourself today, the cat
with the proverbial cream,” he told her, reaching for her class to help himself
and then licking his lips appreciatively. “Mmmmm and quite the delicious cream
you’ve found there as well.”
“Come,” Jack said rather dispiritedly.
“It’s the Dauntless, sir. Much smaller crew than usual though, and
they’ve got the white flag flying. Anna Maria wants to know how to proceed.”
“Norrington! Damn the man to the depths, he plagues me like a bad doubloon! By
rights, I should fire on him just for that night in the wine cellar, and here
he is interrupting me again.” Jack kissed her neck one more time for emphasis.
“Oh, hell, tell Anna Maria he can come on board, then send him in then.”
********************
“The governor sent me to speak with you, and he wishes me to do it alone,”
Norrington addressed Suzanna.
Jack scoffed, “Well he can wish whatever he likes, mate, but on my ship it’s my
rules, and if you think I’m leaving you alone in here with her, you are madder
than they say I am.”
He moved to the far end of the long table. “If it will ease your mind,
Commodore, as you are unarmed, I will sit right here in this chair,” Jack began
removing the pistol from his belt and setting it on top of the table in front
of him, “well away from you. But it should not appear in any way that you are
threatening her, because if it does, I guarantee you will not leave this room. Have
I made myself clear?”
“Inescapably, it seems”
“Good.”
Jack settled himself into his favorite worn leather chair with boots propped up
on the table and settled back to watch what he was certain would be very
interesting indeed.
“Very well then, since you insist,” Norrington began. “The governor has sent me
personally to warn you about your brother.”
“Richard? What has he done now?”
Jack hadn’t expected that. He leaned forward now, paying close attention.
“Apparently word has reached the governor that there has been some sort of
scandal at court. Your brother has left the country in disgrace and apparently
traced your whereabouts as far as
“May try?! Some harm?! He is ruthless, James. When he finds out what’s
happened, he will stop at nothing to undo what I’ve done! You’ve got to protect
Norrington flinched which made Suzanna more aware of what she had said. “Well
that’s telling isn’t it. I can call him a bastard or a son of a bitch and who
am I really insulting? Even when we aim a pistol at a man, it’s the woman
behind him that gets shot.” Jack could feel her temper rising now, and he
wondered if the commodore was as aware of it as he should be.
“He further asked me to tell you,” and his voice got rather quiet, not that he
would escape Jack’s hearing, “that if you refute this new life you have...”
“Chosen, James. The word is chosen.”
“This life you have chosen and return with me to
“You are a very handsome woman, Lady Harcourt. Surely it is not out of the
question that you might still remarry and have a respectable life again. Why
would you do this? How can you possibly give up everything others dream about
for this? A pirate ship!”
Jack’s face was a mask of calm, not so much as a muscle twitched, which frankly
Norrington almost found more disturbing than anything he might have said.
Suzanna’s however was one of barely suppressed rage.
“He does have your best interests at heart,” Norrington offered finally.
Suzanna thought back to her parting with her uncle and found she could concede
that point. But that was all. “My uncle means well and wants to protect me the
only way he knows how,” she said quietly.
“And I give you my word,” Norringon said, slightly encouraged, “that no harm
will befall you.”
“That is not a promise you could keep!” she spat back at him, but he was
affronted as well.
“Are you doubting my word as a gentleman?” he demanded, appalled
“I am doubting the word of any gentleman! It is the fruit of the poisonous
tree, all built on lies at the very roots, and none of you would know the truth
if it bit you in the arse! James, you have been sent here on a fool’s errand,
and I am sure my uncle knows it as well. But as you say, he means well. You on
the other hand may also mean well, in fact I think you do, but you are
unforgivably naive for a man in your position. So I am going to shoot the
messenger, and I want you to understand why.
”James, you live in a world, the one I was raised in, where some people matter
and some do not. Where the color of your skin can determine that you will live
your life under the lash, and the curve of your body determine that you live it
on your back. If that is your lot in life, you have no more say about it than
does that chair whether I move it here or there. It is mine to do with as I
please, and no one can legally gainsay me. Technically, if I am a man and poor,
I do have some rights, but the tyranny of the stomach soon takes them away from
me, for I must feed myself and my family and be subject to the will of those
who have the power to pay me. So I am not much better off.”
“Yes, well there may be some truth to what you are saying but I fail to see how
this applies to you. You were a titled woman of property...”
“As a married titled woman, I was property! My husband could do whatever he
wanted with me, and did, and I had nothing to say about it! And when I did have
something to say about it,” she leaned in very close to him now and pulled back
her hair so he could see her face clearly and traced along her eyebrow, “when I
questioned why he would bother with me after a night of drinking and whoring,
this is where he hit me. But he made sure the doctor did a very good job,
because after all he was protecting his investment.”
Norrington was aghast. Some part of him knew that such things went on in the
lower classes but he would never imagine that royalty would be capable of such
brutality. “I had no idea,” was all he could say.
“No and even if you knew me then, you wouldn’t, James, because ladies and
gentlemen do not speak of such things.”
It was silent for some time before she went on.
“And so when as a married woman I was not being subjected to his physical
demands, what else was expected of me? To give orders and manage the servants.
To support my husband in his ambitions, however he asked me to. But most
importantly, to be decorative. Like a lovely English teacup, with just a hint
of French styling to make me that much more attractive. My days were spent in
short bursts of terror followed by long periods of inexorable boredom. Being a
teacup he could raise to his lips at a party to show off its fine lines. And me
just wishing he would choke to death.
”So now I’ve left all that safe respectability behind and thrown in with a
group of bloodthirsty pirates, what is my life like? I read. I write. I
strategize with Jack, which quite frankly should make you very afraid as
together we are even more impressive than we are apart.” Norrington scowled at
that, and Jack grinned.
“We make love five times a day if we feel like it,” the grin got a lot bigger,
the shift of his shoulders indicating his urge to crow here a bit, “if we both
feel like it,” Suzanna added.
“Ah I’ve made you blush. Well, that’s true, ladies and gentlemen don’t talk
about that either do they? Well why would they? A wife’s virtue and fidelity
must be protected at all costs, her eyes are on heaven—well where else would
they be since she is always on her bac—and she should just pray for it to be
over as quickly as possible.” Norrington was as red as the apple in Jack’s hand.
“But here is a tip, for if you find yourself a nice girl, it can be quite the
extraordinary thing if you approach it from the point of view that both people
matter.” Jack was sure the commodore would rather be anywhere else in the world
but here right now, whereas he would not have missed this for the world.
“I do what I want when I feel like doing it. I dress how I want to. I eat what
and when I want to and very well I might add! And I have the most amazing
conversations with these men,” she pointed to the door,” who tell me the truth
about their lives and how they came to be here and what they think about
things. And you know why they tell me the truth? Because they have no reason to
lie. They are not angling for position or influence or thinking about how it
will affect their futures. They just talk. And they are fascinating. Imagine
people just talking to each other without wanting anything more. One of my
favorite things to do in the whole world is to talk to people, and I feel like
I haven’t really done it in years until now. And they treat me with respect,
because I listen to them.
“So now that you have heard a bit more of the truth, can you not see where my
best interests truly lie? What would you rather be if you were me, James, a
pirate or a teacup?”
Norrington was quiet for sometime. “I take your warnings about Elizabeth
seriously, and I will do my best to ensure her safety. I shall take the
governor your reply, Suzanna, though I get the impression he will not be
greatly surprised. I, on the other hand, find myself more than a little
disoriented right now, I must confess.”
“Seems to me, you need to get yourself a compass, mate,” said Jack, getting up
and wrapping his arm around Suzanna’s waist now that the discussion was over.
“One that does more than just point north.”
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A week later, the Pearl had dropped Jack and Suzanna on the far side of
Terre de Haut, Guadeloupe, to a beach of buttery soft white sand that felt
fantastic on bare feet when you walked along the edge of the sea. Royal palms
lined the beach with bursts and tangles of pink and purple bougainvillea, and
the lushness was simply startling. There was not a soul apart from them for
miles and as she had been in her gown from the town earlier that day, it was now
carefully hung from a tree while she tromped about in the chemise that Jack had
first seen her in the day he discovered her true identity. There were soft
blankets spread on the sand and a full compliment of food and wine. They could
probably survive for a week on what Murphy had packed them for only one night.
It seemed that he had taken Jack’s orders quite seriously and was responsible
for filling in those curves as best he could over the past week. Jack smiled to
see Suzanna looking not only fuller but with some real color in her face and on
her skin and those irresistible flashing eyes that had been cheeky enough to
wink at him across the table.
When they had left the ship, there had been some teasing and leering from the
crew that was rather unusual. Suzanna knew something was going on but she
didn’t know what. Anna Maria had shouted down to her, “Drink a lot of rum!”
which was reasonable enough advice in and of it self but she couldn’t imagine
why she felt compelled to give it. And Gibbs had looked particularly disgusted
with the state of the world. Even for him.
They had been gathering wood and dried palm fronds for a fire to cook their
supper that night when he took the frond she was carrying out of her hands and
gathered her to him for a long sweet kiss. She could feel something in that
kiss. “What? What is it you are up to?” she asked him.
“Nothing. Everything. Just you here.”
“Well it’s a very good thing you appear to be so smitten with me because it
does appear,” she looked exaggeratedly up and down the beach, “that you are
quite stuck with me for little other chance of company.”
“And it is a terrible hardship I’ll have you know,” he answered solemnly.
“Though in truth, I have every confidence that you will not throw our picnic
into the sea, nor begin an inferno of combustibles whilst I’m sleeping, and
thus I shall do my very best to bear up accordingly.”
They dined that night as finely as any member of the royal family, on duck
roasted on a spit and basted with wild cherries soaked in brandy and rice shot
through with succulent wild mushrooms and piquant peppers in reds and yellows.
There was a bottle of round red wine, and both the company and the scenery were
a vast improvement over anything to be found in the palace. They laughed
together until they cried and cried until they laughed as yet untold chapters
of their lives tumbled out onto the beach beside the magic of a fire.
When the talking was done, Jack rummaged at his belt for a small leather pouch
that Suzanna had not noticed before, one that hung just next to his compass.
From the basket of food he took out a flagon of rum and, after tossing the
remains of a glass of wine into the fire, poured more than a generous measure
into it. He dropped several small items from the bag inside the drink and set
the glass down on the other side of him from the fire where she could not quite
see. This was the source of the anticipation she had felt earlier. Not just
about the two of them, but something bigger. And very much about the two of
them.
“Alright then, Suzanna Katherine Worthington Harcourt, no longer Duchess or
Vicomtesse of sundry places, do you now in this place and in this moment have
the courage and fortitude to commit yourself to the Black Pearl? Do you
swear loyalty to her captain and promise to follow orders…” they looked at each
other, and he knew this would never work as it was, “on all matters of ships
business and pirating and whatnot?” he added. She still looked at him. “Knowing
that he of course sees you as a woman of tremendous intelligence and cunning
and that he greatly values your advice and will be certain to seek it
regularly?”
She broke into a smile at that. “Aye, I do,” she told him, her lips just
brushing against his.
She took a deep breath and stuck her chin out just slightly. Jack could easily
picture her defending the castle to the last man, dressed in armor rather than
silk. It was an image that both cheered and dismayed him, for she was not one
to shrink from a fight. “May this be the only blood you ever spill on her
behalf,” he said in not much more than a whisper, and pushed the needle through
in one swift motion. She flinched but she did not make more than the smallest
cry until he in turn pushed it through his own ear, which she found much harder
to watch. Earrings quickly threaded through, he hastened now to fill the glass
with seawater and pour it carefully over her ear, the salt stinging at first
but quickly setting about its blessings of healing and benediction.
“Welcome to the Black Pearl, Suzanna,” he kissed her on both cheeks,
quite formally, sagged just for a moment with visible relief that that was done,
then set his jaw again.
He handed her the flagon and they both drank a bit more before he reached into
the small pouch again.
“Now one more thing,” he began, and she shivered again with a memory of their
first night together, “I’m hardly the marrying kind, Suzanna...”
“What?! Did you hear nothing...” she began, but he cut her off with a swift
kiss.
“And it has certainly been none too kind to you either,” and she smiled at his
understanding that that was not a path she ever wanted to walk again either.
“Most importantly, I don’t believe I need anyone’s permission to love you but
your own.”
“Which I have granted with great enthusiasm,” she teased him a bit, his
solemnity both thrilling and scaring her just a bit.
“I’ve had this for a long time, and I’ve been waiting till something struck me.
Then the other morning at Will and Elizabeth’s, I was staring at my favorite
collar bones,” he told her as his fingers traced them, “it struck me how good
it would look just there.” He traced his way to her breast bone, over her
heart. He reached around the back of her neck, making her shiver yet again, and
fastened a silver chain and let his gift settle itself over her, a black pearl
nestled within a tiny white oyster shell gleaming in the light of the fire.
“Oh, Jack,” was all she could manage, her words deserting her now as this was a
story that only touch could tell. She kissed him, trying her best to pour every
inch of love and gratitude she felt for what had become of her life, but it
wasn’t enough. It could never be enough. Her hands moved to undo him as she
asked breathless, “And what comes next in this ritual? Are we up to the
celebration part?”
“Oh, yes,” he breathed out as he stopped her hands for just a moment and turned
her around to look at the water and the sky. While they had been talking by the
fire they had been so engrossed in one another she had not really noticed, but
now she looked to see a breath-stealing full moon hanging as if by a thread in
the sky just above them and positively pouring herself down on their heads.
In all her years of longing, she had never known moonlight like this. She held
out her arms, like she had on those nights when she was a small girl, and it
had weight to it, both solid and liquid, its silver spilling through her
fingertips and onto the ground in an ancient blessing.
When she turned back to him, he stood before her in only his skin, so sleek and
perfect that she could not imagine why he would ever bother with all those
cumbersome clothes. His hands reached to the sides of her thighs, gathering up
the material and then pulling the cloth over her head. His mouth found hers and
just reveled there—pushing, pressing, and exploring—but soon he is too
restless. He wants all of her and right now, his lips sliding over every bit of
skin there is to find. But she wants all of him as well and cannot rest. And so
the very best kind of battle is fought, each side desperate for the other’s
victory, each side giving while they take. His lips and tongue at her nipples,
her teeth at his hip, hands in perpetual motion to feel every muscle and sinew,
every angle and curve. More, always more, wanting and hungry. They are both
fierce and tender with each other. Those perfect hands of his hold on to her
while he nips and licks but when at last two of those long elegant fingers
slide into all the heat they have created, she can no longer remain kneeling,
her whole body shaking as he lowers her down to the blanket and moves to taste
the salty bliss he knows is so close. Her hands in his hair as the world goes
white and she explodes and Jack drinking her in, this sacred cup of honeyed
mead blessed by the moon light and their love and desire for one another.
He slides behind her now, helping her to sit up in front of him and lean back
against his chest. She is a few minutes before she returns to herself, but when
she does, she can feel his cock pressing at her back and she just has to turn
her head to reach out and lick at a nipple with her warm tongue and Jack moans.
He gives her a moment there, it feels so incredible he doesn’t want to rush as
she kisses her way up his chest, and begins to suckle at his neck in earnest.
When he can stand it no longer and lays down flat on the blanket, bringing her
up against him, her back to his chest as he lays her on top of him to face the
stars. He takes hold of her hips to slide inside her and then holds her still,
fighting his now consuming desire to stay in this moment as long as possible.
But it is a losing battle as her feet slide across the tops of his where the
skin is smooth and she finds some purchase there, pulsing herself upward to
slide almost off him while he in turn pulls her down. She is disappearing into
the sensation as the spirals grow tighter. “Open your eyes,” he reminds her,
wanting her to feel the weight of the sky and see their part in it all, his
hands sliding over her breasts, the calluses on his palms sending ripples
through her, the kisses on her face growing more urgent now as fingers slide
through silk and her back bows, her hands clutching at his thighs. Their bodies
glowing now in the moonlight and spiraling that much higher as she watches his
hands open her even further to him and the press of the stars above, the two of
them moving together until her whole body is on fire, both sacrifice and
celebrant as they burst into flames.
In the morning she is amazed to find that the sand beneath them has not turned
to glass.